growing pains

Usually I love change. I know, I'm weird like that. Usually it's exciting. I like the preparation and the anticipation. But sometimes, change is hard, especially the growing kind of change.


Growth is slow and difficult. It's hard to see when you are inside it. Sometimes you can see growth in others but they can't see it yet.  Then there's expectations. We have expectations for our own growth and how others 'should' grow. Right now, it's a season of change. I'm all wrapped up in growing pains, just waiting to be able to see how I've changed and grown.